Tuesday, December 18, 2012

I was singing this song on my singer ministry:


Kau selalu punya cara untuk menolongku
Kau selalu punya jalan keajaibanMu
Kau dahsyat dalam segala perbuatanMu
Dan kutenang di dalam caraMu

(Use google translate :P)

So yeah, the point is that God can always do amazing miracles! 

I was in a conversation with Father
Notes: M denotes me, H denotes Him
M: How do you feel about that? superior? 8D I want to feel/know your feeling :3
H: *smile* You can do it as well. Even better than what Jesus had done. So you would know the feeling.
M: Oh yeah, wasuretetta! But still You are the source so... Isn't it your pride?
H: If I give the power to my children, then it's not my pride. My pride is in my best creation; in my daughters and sons, in whom I am well pleased. 
M: Kyaaaaa (okay, this part is over-reacting^^")

Conclusion:
I believe He does not hold power, miracle, etc as superior feeling because He gives it to His children;
rather the point is that His glory; His children in which He is well-pleased.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

I dislike being old >.< I want to be young forever :P


However, after listening to a song and imagining myself in an older version; it looks pretty good that way :D

The song is "Sampai Memutih Rumbutku" (translated: Until My Hair Become White)
The lyric:


Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Whooo hoo! Interesting~

So I got another thought of revelation just as the title said!

The reasons are:
Father is the holder of my life.
My mission is to do God's will and finishing His work.

Hence, as Father has sent me to earth to finish this mission; I won't be afraid of death as the appropriate time will come after I finished my duty  :)

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Indo :3

Packing!! Have no time for blog D: ( lol, not really)
Sneezing of the dust , cramped room, fight through the night! Gonna finish this well! :3

Ok cya later Aussie * wink*

Final finished!

Thanks for the final God! Also for such a sweet friend like Mary, who treats my dinner! And for a nice shopping :3

Sunday, November 18, 2012

My IBP Result

I got the result on Friday but feel lazy to check; as I don't feel too good with the result. We got 16/25 for the group project ! Which is a high pass (only?) >.< anyway, give thanks in everything :3

For the individual pitch, I was checking the highest mark possible ( which is 14.5/15 ) and seeing if my ID number was around the high mark (12 or above).... I could not find my ID with the mark around 13 and feel a bit sad.... I knew I did my best , but other team member ruined our group timing and the tutor comment was that my pitch look unnatural. Then, I searched my ID number using the search function and found out that I got 14.5!!!!!!!!!!! Unbelievable!!!!! I did not think that it will be my mark so I just skipped through it but the highest mark fall on me!!! I actually beat natural speaker! I'm so happy !!!!! Arigato kami-sama ! Hontou!! <33

I also understand better the term of " my cup overflow " :3

Saturday, November 17, 2012

I bought 2 Luffy's keychain last Friday! I am happy for that but will that distract me? Will that cause me to go far from Father??

Anyway, I just read my other diary post of "Where can I find my fullest joy?"
And I think I looked so mature when I wrote that. Wow, incredible! I believe it is one of the proofs that I go closer with Him in time of trouble eh? Not good! Has to be improved ><

Thursday, November 15, 2012

I love this song by Matt Redman lately !
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mattredman/10000reasonsblessthelord.html

"For all Your goodness I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find!!
Bless the Lord, O my soul!"

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

It feels different! Just like how much you want your boy/girlfriend to be happy; you spend time, energy & effort just for the exchange of his/ her happiness! Or if you would like to see the smile of your parent!!

Working not for yourself give extra spirit and motivation and joy to keep walking forward!
I do everything to please and glorify my dear Father. It has always been a supporting spirit to do my best! :)

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

God as father!

This is the best concept I like rather than God as master or teacher
( we as servant or student)

If God is father, it is already the character of the son/ daughter to obey (like servant) and to learn (like student).

This is one of my favourite parables of imagining how this is possible.

We are the bride of prince. The prince (Jesus) take all our misery and we learn to live a kingdom's life. In which after marriage, we can then officially called the king as father.

Then father will reply "you are the son / daughter that I loved, with you I am well pleased"

I like this concept better than the servant's motto to hear God say "Well done my faithful servant"

Watch the video from threetwoone.org which illustrates this :)

Near my final exam, I received supporting SMS , fb, bbm, iMessage, email from my families and friends from America, Australia, Indonesia, China, Singapore. Wow! I just realised! Amazing!

Father, mother, brother, sister and all my friends : thank you for your love! I love you so much!
Above all, dear God! THANKsss ;)
* big smile*

Saturday, November 10, 2012

God's purpose for the desert test are:
Humble
Test heart ( keep commandment)
Live not on bread alone but His word

Commandment:
Walk in his ways and revere Him
Give thanks
Don't forget The Lord

Consequences: destroyed

Deuteronomy 8:5
"Know then in your heart that as a man disciplines his son, so The Lord your God disciplines you"

I figured out 3 important aspects :
1. Choose the uni & subject that you want
2. Financial aid
3. Smart

Some of my friends :
Have uni determined by parent or
Don't have the finance or
Are not smart enough

Thanks God that I chose my own uni and subject, my parents supported me, I got scholarship and satisfying mark for uni :3
Love God Father! <3

Friday, November 9, 2012

This wonderful passage introduces lots of Father's characteristic such as:
-Keep promises v8
-Faithful v9
-Hater will be quickly destroyed v10
-Lord loved you ( love covenant to thousand generation ) bless with numbers, no childless, no disease v13-16
-Great and awesome God v21
-Progressive v22
-Holy v25

I lately asks Father " How are you today? What do you feel? Are you happy with human?" :3

Ohhh, music and weather cheers my mood today x3

Guess what?!! Ice rain fall today! This was the first time I saw it since I moved to Aussie :3

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Dear Father,

I've been under pressure this week, assignments, works, church. You know how I want to give up, I feel so tired. Where can my soul find a joy to rest and relax if it's not from You only? I can't find any other that can restores it better than You did. Please I ask you, fill my joy up, the usual unspeakable joy and strength to get through these.

Love you, your dear daughter,
*filled with hugs*
Mellisa

Just got wonderful news!!
My brother is officially in a relationship! :) thanks Father~

And another quite shocking news that You know it already.. =l
Lol, awesomely all of these problems are rocking every aspects of my life. In which I believe on how the ending will be. It will be something only Your mighty hand could solve as this is out of my capability.
The ending will be Your name only glorified high above~ There is no mountain bigger than You. SO, I trust in Your way only :3

xoxo
Mellisa

Never judge book by it's cover. [Only]

This is my lesson for today. :)

Short summary:
So, there is this guy [called A] who always sit at the back and I don't know him that well either.
The last update I know is that he didn’t get accepted at USYD because of his mark, so I thought it must be because his lack of studying.

-I pretty much know his cover around 1 year-
Until I met him at UTS, the same uni as me (I was accepted with satisfying mark at USYD, but I moved to UTS)
However, due to credit exemption that I got, I need to catch up with my new subject, Physical Aspects of Nature. When  [A] knows that I’ve missed my lessons, he voluntarily lends his notes!! And it’s really wonderful notes, highlighted, and just something you would expect from a good student.

I learnt the inside of the book! 1 year is not even enough, I have misjudged him. He trusted me with his notes. On the other side, I would not easily lend my notes to friends I don’t know well.

Oh God! It’s a lesson of the day J

Revival Diary

So, I will revive my old blog with future updates ^_^



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