Monday, December 29, 2014

I expect my best friends to comfort me.. but maybe they don't know or not sensitive enough although I posted it on my FB...

Who else can I cry to except Jesus? Then again if its with Him, it's still one sided since I didn't do much eh? 


Anyway, I heard that I should trust Him. I want to believe in miracle still. HOPE does exist. 

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Psalm 42:11English Standard Version (ESV)

11 Why are you cast down, O my soul,
    and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
    my salvation and my God.

Sunday, November 2, 2014

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mM4RjgRyieQ

I would like to donate my body to support other living non-believer(so they have longer time to know Christ) when I die.

And if there is any need of funeral, I would like my funeral to be leading others to Christ
If there is anything anything that is good in me, it is by Christ Jesus. In my last wish I want you to know Jesus personally -(because He is just so wonderful to me AND I want it to happen to you too). If you can grant it, nothing I wish more!
-addition: this song has blessed me so much to stay strong and in faith where I lost someone dear, so if there is funeral, please play this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4ksqykqet0

That'll be my last wish. You'll be the witness

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Cause I'm broken
Down to nothing
But I'm still holding on to the one thing
You are God
and you are strong
When I am weak

I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
And I don't have to be
Strong enough

Matthew West- Strong Enough

Monday, September 15, 2014

Daniel

Daniel

9

V14  Lord did not hesitate to bring disaster upon us, for the Lord our God is righteous in everything He does
V18 not because righteous but because of Yout great mercy

70x7 (490) to finish transgressions
7x7 (49) and 62x7 (434)- Annointed one came
=973 years? - no one knows except Abba
1x7 covenant, 0.5x7 abomination

10
Daniel mourned 3 weeks
V7 the only one who saw but others fled
V12 since the first day you set mind to gain understanding and humble yourself before God, your words were heard and I've come in response
V13 Persian held 'man' for 21 days then Michael help
V16 ,19 touch -> speak and strength
V20 will fight Persian again then Greece come

11
3 more king in Persia, 4 is richest and fight Greece. Mighty king appear-> broke
V5 king of South has alkies with his commander. South' daughter make allies with North-> lose power
V7 her successor will drive North away-> North invade but retreat
V11 South march to North, South win and boast. Rebel in South and attack from North->utter defeat
V17 North offer daughter to trick but no success.
V 18 commander attack North and North isnt seen anymore. His successor collect tax then defeated by contemptible , w few ppl and deceit.
V25 North fight South,two kings lie. North return and against Holy Covenant
V29 invade South but lost, vent against holy covenant and make abomination. Those who know God resist
V33 the wise will fall to be purified
V36king exalt himself and honor god of fortress
V40 South attack him, then North control everything

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Pa,


Tomorrow, I'll see Your answer! To God be the glory and let Your will be done ^_^

Luv and do Your miracle, sleep tight
xoxo
Mel

Monday, June 23, 2014

Ezekiel

1 (drawing 4 creatures with wheel + glory of God)


2 Ezekiel call:  v 
3: to rebellious nation
6: do not be afraid
8: do not rebel, open mouth and eat

3 v
1-3 eat scroll, sweet as honey
6 sent to Israel, not difficult language
8 you will be hardened as they are
12 May the glory of the Lord be praised in His dwelling place
14 Ezekiel bitterness and anger, overwhelmed 7 days
18 give warning or you will be accountable
24 shut yourself inside house, tied, 
27 but God will open your mouth
Whoever will listen let him listen, and whoever will refuse let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.

4 v
1 clay tablet of Jerusalem and besieged it
4 bear sin Israel 290 years= 290 days
6 Judah 40 years=40 days
9 wheat, barley, beans, lentils, millet, spelt: weight and eat and drink at set times
12 human excrement fuel
15 God allow changes to cow mannure

5 v
2 third to fire, third to wind, third to sword
7 conformed to surrounding
9 I will do to you what I have never done before and will never do again
12 famine inside, sword outside, scattered
13 anger cease
17 Lord have spoken

6 v
8 I will spare some
9 those who escape will remember Me. They will loathe themselves for the evil they have done.
10 I am the Lord, I did not threaten in vain to bring this calamity on them.
12 far: plague; close: sword; survival: famine

7 v
2 The end has come upon the four corners of the land. The end is now upon you and I will unleash my anger against you. I will judge you according to your conduct and repay you for all your detestable practices
12 let not buyer rejoice nor seller grieve, for wrath is upon the whole crowd... not one of them will preserve his life
15 outside sword, inside plague and famine
16 surviver moaning
19 silver and gold wont save them
23 serta memusnahkannya: prepare chains
27 by their own standards I will judge them. Then they will know that I am the Lord

8 v
2 waist down : fire, up: bright glowing metal
5 north: idol of jealousy
7-11 hole wall entrance to court : crawling detestable animals, all Israel idols w 70 elders& censer
14 entrance to north gate: women mourn for Tammuz
16 inner court: worship sun in the east

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Lamentations

1
v 18

The Lord is righteous, yet I rebelled against His command. Listen, all you peoples; look upon my suffering. My young men and maidens have gone into exile.
v 21
May You bring the day You have announced so they may become like me

3
v 18
so I say," My splendor is gone and all that I had hoped from the LORD."
v 21-27
Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope : Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him." The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord. It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young.
v 31-33
For men are not cast off by the LORD forever. Though He brings grief, He will show compassion, so great is His unfailing love. For He does not willingly bring affliction or grief to the children of men.
v 37
Who can speak and have it happen if the Lord has not decreed it?
v 39-40
Why should any living man complain when punished for his sins? Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the Lord.
v 44
You have covered Yourself with a cloud so that no prayer can get through
v 57
You came near when I called you, and you said," Do not fear."
v 65
Put a veil over their hearts (mengeraskan hati mereka), and may Your curse be on them!

4v
6 : punishment greater than Sodom
9 : killed by sword are better than famine

5v
7 : Our fathers sinned and are no more, and we bear their punishment
15: our dancing has turned to mourning
21-22: restore us unless You have utterly rejected us and are angry with us beyond measure.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

God I Love You- SPAM

Dear Father, 

God I love You! I think its okay to make a spam love letter once a while^_^
God, you are so great if you fulfill those that I think are good; but even if its not, I trust that You are still good and even greater plan prepared, anddddd I still love You. Force me to keep close to You and love You xoxoxoxoxo. Luv u,

Melly <3 div="">

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Jeremiah

Jeremiah 33: 22

King David= servant
the Levites= minister

Servant is not that bad? :)

Jeremiah 35 v 19
"Will never fail to have a man to serve God"

36 v 32
"And many similar words were added to them."
its not the same copies?

34 v 19: walked between the pieces of the calf
39 v 4 gate between the two walls.

45: Baruch is safe
49:25
Why has the city of renown not been abandoned?
Kota yg terpuji itu sdh ditinggalkan -agree with this translation better

restored: Moab (48) , Ammon (49), Elam (49)
not restored: Egypt (46 v 26 inhabited  or didiami spt zaman dahulu) , Phillistines (47), Edom (49), Damascus (49), Kedar and Hazor (49), 

50
v 10 All who plunder her(Babylonia) will have their fill
v 17 1st to devour Israel=Assyria, last= Babylon
v 20 search will be made for Israel's guilt but there will be none, and for the sins of Judah, but none will be found, for I will forgive the remnant I spare.
51
v11 Medes is appointed to destroy Babylonia, + ararat, Minni and Ashkenaz (v27)
v 45 come out of her (Babylonia), my people (Israel)! Run for your lives!
v 53 Even if Babylon reaches the sky and fortifies her lofty stronghold, I will send destroyers against her,"declares he Lord.
v 63-64 When you finish reading this scroll, tie a stone to it and throw it into the Euphrates. Then say," So will Babylon sink to rise no more because of the disaster I will bring upon her. And her people will fall.'"
The words of Jeremiah end here.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Hi I Miss You

Hi, its been a while, dear Father,

Today I was thinking whether I should try the singer audition or not. They simply said take it as pleasure not pressure.  But pleasure is something I do on spare time not committed. I can't wholly classify it as pleasure even though I like singing. Then I heard, "Would you do it for Me?" I was like speechless. 

So bring me closer to You and force so as required.
Mission? Doctor?
And all my plans and dreams are in Your hand.

Btw,  children are quite a nuisance sometimes. What do You think of me?

Luv You,
Mellisa

Saturday, March 1, 2014

I thank you Father

Dear my Father, I've been busy. But let in my everything is to glorify you alone. Force it to be!
I love you and please give me pleasant surprise to know my future in 2 years time.

Today is my father's birthday.  Please give him health and take care of Him. Thanks thanks thanks :)

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Touchful verses:

Proverbs 9:8-11, 17-18 KJV

Reprove not a scorner, lest he hate thee: rebuke a wise man, and he will love thee. Give instruction to a wise man, and he will be yet wiser: teach a just man, and he will increase in learning. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding. For by me thy days shall be multiplied, and the years of thy life shall be increased. Stolen waters are sweet, and bread eaten in secret is pleasant. But he knoweth not that the dead are there; and that her guests are in the depths of hell.

Proverbs 10:3-5, 12, 17-19, 22, 27-28 KJV

The Lord will not suffer the soul of the righteous to famish: but he casteth away the substance of the wicked. He becometh poor that dealeth with a slack hand: but the hand of the diligent maketh rich. He that gathereth in summer is a wise son: but he that sleepeth in harvest is a son that causeth shame. Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins. He is in the way of life that keepeth instruction: but he that refuseth reproof erreth. He that hideth hatred with lying lips, and he that uttereth a slander, is a fool. In the multitude of words there wanteth not sin: but he that refraineth his lips is wise. The blessing of the Lord , it maketh rich, and he addeth no sorrow with it. The fear of the Lord prolongeth days: but the years of the wicked shall be shortened. The hope of the righteous shall be gladness: but the expectation of the wicked shall perish.

Proverbs 11:2, 4, 7-8, 11-16, 21, 24-26, 28, 30-31 ESV

When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with the humble is wisdom.   Riches do not profit in the day of wrath, but righteousness delivers from death.  When the wicked dies, his hope will perish, and the expectation of wealth perishes too.   The righteous is delivered from trouble, and the wicked walks into it instead.  By the blessing of the upright a city is exalted, but by the mouth of the wicked it is overthrown.  Whoever belittles his neighbor lacks sense, but a man of understanding remains silent.  Whoever goes about slandering reveals secrets, but he who is trustworthy in spirit keeps a thing covered.  Where there is no guidance, a people falls, but in an abundance of counselors there is safety.   Whoever puts up security for a stranger will surely suffer harm, but he who hates striking hands in pledge is secure.   A gracious woman gets honor, and violent men get riches.   Be assured, an evil person will not go unpunished, but the offspring of the righteous will be delivered.   One gives freely, yet grows all the richer; another withholds what he should give, and only suffers want.   Whoever brings blessing will be enriched, and one who waters will himself be watered.   The people curse him who holds back grain, but a blessing is on the head of him who sells it.  Whoever trusts in his riches will fall, but the righteous will flourish like a green leaf.  The fruit of the righteous is a tree of life, and whoever captures souls is wise.  If the righteous is repaid on earth, how much more the wicked and the sinner!

Business
Proverbs 12:9
Better to be nobody and yet have a servant than pretend to be somebody and have no food
13:7
One man pretends to be rich,  yet has nothing; another pretends to be poor, yet has great wealth
13:8
A man's riches may ransom his life, but a poor man hears no threat.
13:11
Dishonest money dwindles away, but he who gathers money little by little makes it grow.
13:21
Misfortune pursues the sinner, but prosperity is the reward for the righteous.
13:22
A good man leaves an inheritance for his children's children,  but a sinner's wealth is stored up for the righteous.
13:23????
A poor man's field may produce abundant food, but injustice sweeps it away.
14:20
The poor are shunned even by their neighbors, but the rich have many friends.
14:24
The wealth of the wise id their crown, but the folly of fools yields folly.
15:6
The house of the righteous contains great treasure, but the income of the wicked brings them trouble.
15:16
Better a little with the fear of the Lord than great wealth with turmoil.
17:8
A bribe is a charm to the one who gives it; wherever he turns, he succeeds.

Child
13:24
He who spares the rod hates his son, but he who loves him is careful to discipline him.
14:26
He who fears the Lord has a secure fortress, and for his children it will be a refuge.
17:2
A wise servant will rule ocer a disgraceful son, and will share the inheritance as one of the brothers.
17:6
Children's hildren are a crown to the aged, and parents are the pride of their children.

Diligent
12:24
Dilligent hands will rule, but laziness ends in slave labor
13:4
The sluggard craves and gets nothing, but the desires of the dilligent are fully satisfied.

Food
15:17
Better a meal of vegetables where there is love than a fattened calf with hatred.
16:26
The laborer's appetite works for him; his hunger drives him on

Friends
13:20
He who walks with the wise grows wise, but a companion of fools suffers harm.
15:22
Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed.
17:9
He who covers over an offense promotes love, but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends.
17:17
A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. - dan mjd saudara dlm kesukaran

Gov
14:28
A large population is a king's glory, but without subjects a prince is ruined.
17:26
It is not good to punish an innocent man, or to flog officials for their integrity.

Hope
13:12
Hope deffered makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.
13:15
Good understanding wins favor

Humble
15:33
The fear of the Lord teaches a man wisdom, and humility comes before honor.
16:18
Pride goes before desrruction, a haughty spirit before fall

Lord
15:3
The eyes of the Lord are everywhere,  keeping watch on the wicked and the good.
15:8
The Lord detests the sacrifice of the wicked, but the prayer of the upright pleases Him.
15:11
Death(Hebrew: Sheol) and destruction(Abaddon) lie open before the Lord- how much more the hearts of men!
16:1
To man belong the plans of the heart, but from the Lord comes the reply of the tongue.
16:2
All a man's way seem innocent to him, but
motives are weighed by the Lord.
16:4
The Lord works out everything for his own ends- even the wicked for a day of disaster.
16:6
Through love and faithfulness sin is atoned for, through the fear of the Lord a man avoids evil.
16:9
In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps.
16:33
The lot is cast into the lap, but its every decision is from the Lord
17: 3
The crucible for silver and the furnace for gold, but the Lord tests the heart.

Righteous
13:25
The righteous eat to their hearts' content, but the stomach of the wicked goes hungry.
14:9
Fools mock at making amends for sin, but goodwill is found among the upright
14:12
There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end leads to death.
14:32
When calamity comes, the wicked are brought down, but even in death the righteous have a refuge.- ttp org benar mendapat perlindungan krn ketulusannya.
16:31
Gray hair is a crown of splendor; it is attained by a righteous life.

Way
16:7
When a man's ways are pleasing to the Lord, He makes even his enemies live at peace with him.
16:25
There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.
17:15
Acquitting the guilty and condemning the innocent- the Lord detests them both.

Wife/Husband
Proverbs 12:4
A wife of noble character is her husband's crown

Wisdom
14:10
Each heart knows its own bitterness,  and no one else can share its joy
14:13
Even in laughter the heart may ache, and joy may end in grief.
14:15
A simple man believes anything, but a prudent man gives thought to his steps
15:28
The heart of the righteous weighs its answer, but the mouth of the wicked gushes evil.
15:31
He who listens to a life giving rebuke will be home among the wise.
16:3
Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.
17: 13
If a man pays back evil for good, evil will never leave his house.

Words
Proverbs 12:16
A fool show his annoyance at once, but prudent man overlooks an insult.
12:18
Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the toungue of the wise brings healing.
12:23
A prudent man keeps his knowledge to himself, but the heart of fools blurts out folly.
15:1
A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.
15:23
A man finds joy in giving an apt reply- and how good is a timely word!
16:24
Pleasant words are  a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones.
16:28
A perverse man stirs up dissension, and a gossip separates close friends.
16:30
He who winks woth his eye is plotting perversity; he who purses his lips is bent on evil.
16:32
Better a paient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city.
17:5
He who mocks the poor shows contempt for their Maker; whoever gloats over disaster will not go unpunished.
17:14
Starting a quarrel is like breaching a dam; so drop the matter before a dispute breaks out.
17:27
A man of knowledge uses words with restraint, and a man of understanding is even-tempered.
17:28
Even a fool is hought wise if he keeps silent, and discerning if he holds his tongue.

Unclear:
12:28
In the way of righteousness there is life; along that path is immortality. (Ttp jalan kemurtadan menuju maut)
14:4
When there are no oxen, the manger is empty, but from the strength of an ox comes abundant harvest.
14:33b
Even among fools wisdom lets herself be known.
Ttp tdk dikenal di dlm hati org bebal??
18:4
The words of a man's mouth arw deep waters, but the fountain of wisdom is a bubbling brook.

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