Meili-Chan

"This is what the Lord says: “When seventy years are completed for Babylon, I will come to you and fulfill my good promise to bring you back to this place.¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. ¹² Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. ¹³ You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. ¹⁴ I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”"

This is so overwhelming. I did not expect that my favourite verse actually comes from such a desperate place (exile); but therefore we know that God actually fulfill his promise despite the shadow of death and suffering. 

2016
I remembered how stressed I was for the visa but it was a miracle how come everything falls into place?

2017
Mum's kidney!

2018
I got that strange dream that reminded me to study and improve my mark!
Went to church at Senayan City and somehow that song from Lauren Daigle got attached to me
"Truth is You know what tomorrow brings. There's no a day ahead you have not seen."
And that exact Monday I lost my job.
😁 Like a literal tomorrow.
And I'm sorry I haven't paid my tithe
But now I learnt better when all of my pride are stripped away one by one and need to depend on God like how I should be.

I remembered in 2017, I cried a lot, but God is still faithful with me through this all.

Jan: cried because I thought my mother will need that machine for her kidney - dialysis!! Struggled to find doctor and even bore the shame trying to contacting the dean with no reply. But hey my mum is actually fine and still far away from dialysis ❤

NZ trip!!! Fantastic time😘

Feb: I asked for a potential husband's sign on my special 22 birthday. Yet I saw my landlady needed blood transfusion and I cried and the nurse and landlady got worried instead 😂; and my aunt's recovery from hip replacement.
June: failed my dreaded anatomy! Cried but such an amazing support system, unbelievable. Thank you for helping me, friends! ☺

Wowoeoeo June-July touring 3 continents, 4 countries Turkey, Egypt, Israel, Jordan

Oct: got flu! Like real flu that takes a month. Cried but learn better empathy. Reminder: flu vaccine
Nov: my grandfather passed away in 10 days from unconsciousness, I cried but my mom acted strong. And what a speech!
Dec: mak Happy passed away and Pak Rudy's daughter (26yo) passed away. Cried Why?-> to what end?
I passed 2nd year!! Praise the Lord👌✝