Meili-Chan

I've never been 'speechless' because it is the condition of too much shocked...
But I did today on ROCK Youth International praise and worship. The worship leader(Sherlly) prayed that we can encounter God personally and know that He is good.
Then I asked for that from God, but then I stopped because I remembered of how much God takes control of my life beautifully and yet why I am still in disbelief and ask for personal miraculous sign from Him.
The song was on and I knew the lyric but I just couldn't sing it. I cried ...

"Love came down and rescued me
Love came down and set me free
I am Yours
I am forever Your's
Mountains high or valley low
I sing out and remind my soul
I am Yours
I am forever Yours
[x2]"
-Love Came Down-Kari Jobe

Then the worship leader(Martin) said that real worship does not come in song only but the one who worship in spirit and truth ; even a child who was just crying and speechless actually could do the real worship that God is looking for! Wonderful voices are just extras. Then he said that God wants to speak with us personally.

That was me just before, speechless, can't sing a song that I knew the lyric fairly well!! Is this the real worship that God is looking for? Then the next song was like God speaking to me

"I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus"
- The Heart of Worship-Matt Redman

Thank you dear Father for this wonderful encounter and refreshing to pleasing You always!

John 4:24 "God is spirit, and His worshipers must worship in spirit and truth"