Meili-Chan

I'm writing these to remember that God knows what He's doing. It's a reminder that after all, I'm citizen of heaven and this painful world is not my home!

- my grandfather 15/11 17.30WIB pneumonia
- my sister in law's miscarriage approx 16/12
- mother in law of my uncle 22/12 heart attack
- church's relative's daughter (she's 26!) 26/12 cancer
- "truth is you know what tomorrow holds" song - then I lost my fav job notetaker the next day 8/1
- cousin of my grandfather 20/1 low BP
- mom's MRI showing brain tumour? 20/1
- my uncle 7/2 stroke

I've wanted to post something cheerful on my FB. But each time Christmas, new year wasn't a very happy one.. well...

I'm glad now I have recovered from my dry retching (3 weeks), but significantly lower appetite. I think that not due to psychological!! (Since I'm still sad)

I thought saying "I'm at the bottom and it can't get worse, it will only go up from here" was an encouragement. But not really! I can still go down and I dislike comforting lie. My real comfort is through Jesus in Revelation 21:4 "He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away"